HenryCT
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Hey all. Still new here - and still very up and down with my "condition". I just found out earlier this year I had BAV. This came on the heels of 38 years of no symptoms, then suddenly the onset of symptoms over the past 2.5 years. Namely palpitations, a few times where my heart seemed to go out of rhythm entirely (for anywhere from 10 seconds to 5-10 minutes a handful of times). Obviously anxiety and panic symptoms as well.
I only found out about my BAV because I really felt something was wrong. My first cardiologist did ekg, stress test, and holter (in addition to the stethoscope checks, and seeing my ankles weren't swollen and so forth). Everything came up perfect. No worries right? So he chalked it up to anxiety (despite no anxiety symptoms for first 38 years of life). Sent me with an rx for lorazepam.
The lorazepam didn't seem to help alleviate the symptoms.
I came back again and he said I was fine.
I then switched doctors and tried a second cardiologist. He ran the same tests, and same results. (Although I noticed that in my first stress test I ran for 18 mins or so, and only 13-14 in my second which was months later).
He said i was fine, no issues.
I went home and had more symptoms. This didn't sit right with me. Fatigue, anxiety, heart skips and pressure that came and went in chest and lower neck. Some spaciness at times. All symptoms of heart issues, and also anxiety of course!
Sprinkle in 2 trips to ER when an arrythmia that lasted for more than a minute scared me to going. All checked out ok.
I pushed and went back and said "doc, can you look at the thing? No one has looked at he thing yet. Maybe it's enlarged, maybe I have a small ninja fused to the side of it. Maybe it's green? Just look."
So they did my first echo, and lo and behold I got the news I wanted for 1.5 years - and yet didn't want at all. I had a BAV.
But ... The doc said my echo checked out and my flows and sizes all looked normal. Good stuff. He said "no limitations, do whatever you want."
I felt better ... But symptoms persisted. In fact, at times they have gotten worse. It's now only 5 months (or less) from my echo, and I'm worried they missed something. The first doc did, the second doc did too. How am I to trust these guys? I feel that as a guy who is (now 41) and normal looking in health, with normal bp and heart rates, they just chalk it up to anxiety.
Today I was walking from my office to the train. It's about .7 miles, and takes me about 15 mins. I was walking with a co worker and we were talking the whole time, and during the walk I feel weak, a little short of breath, weak, and spacey. I felt a little out of body, but mainly week and fatigued.
In the past few weeks there has been chest pressure. I knead at the chest and sternum area trying to massage muscles I can't seem to reach to. It feels like not enough blood is getting to my head as I feel spacey and slightly like you do when you hit the 30th floor in an elevator and pressure is changing.
I felt almost feint when I reached the train and took my seat. Over the next 30 mins I slowly felt better and better. Was it because I was sitting?
Here is why I think it's anxiety, and I will let you tell me if I am wrong:
1. Echo only 5 months ago was all clear
2. Cardiologist said I was "fiiiiine"
3. My wife thinks it's all in my head
4. I was able to jog on Sunday, but only a half mile.
5. My heart rate seems to be low even when I feel dizzy and weak (like 60s sitting, and 70s standing)
6. Aside from an aortic tear, my valve shouldn't be able to degrade in only a few months, right?
I have no real good explanation for the physical symptoms, but since the doc says I'm fine, who needs a third opinion anyway?
I have an urge to call the doc and run in and see him ... Again ... And demand the stress echo he said we would do in February right now. But should I squelch it?
The idea of valve replacement terrifies me. It really does, even though I've heard so many positive stories here. But there is one thing that scares me more than that: being lost to my children unexpectedly to negligence (on my part or on my doctors part).
Thanks!!
I only found out about my BAV because I really felt something was wrong. My first cardiologist did ekg, stress test, and holter (in addition to the stethoscope checks, and seeing my ankles weren't swollen and so forth). Everything came up perfect. No worries right? So he chalked it up to anxiety (despite no anxiety symptoms for first 38 years of life). Sent me with an rx for lorazepam.
The lorazepam didn't seem to help alleviate the symptoms.
I came back again and he said I was fine.
I then switched doctors and tried a second cardiologist. He ran the same tests, and same results. (Although I noticed that in my first stress test I ran for 18 mins or so, and only 13-14 in my second which was months later).
He said i was fine, no issues.
I went home and had more symptoms. This didn't sit right with me. Fatigue, anxiety, heart skips and pressure that came and went in chest and lower neck. Some spaciness at times. All symptoms of heart issues, and also anxiety of course!
Sprinkle in 2 trips to ER when an arrythmia that lasted for more than a minute scared me to going. All checked out ok.
I pushed and went back and said "doc, can you look at the thing? No one has looked at he thing yet. Maybe it's enlarged, maybe I have a small ninja fused to the side of it. Maybe it's green? Just look."
So they did my first echo, and lo and behold I got the news I wanted for 1.5 years - and yet didn't want at all. I had a BAV.
But ... The doc said my echo checked out and my flows and sizes all looked normal. Good stuff. He said "no limitations, do whatever you want."
I felt better ... But symptoms persisted. In fact, at times they have gotten worse. It's now only 5 months (or less) from my echo, and I'm worried they missed something. The first doc did, the second doc did too. How am I to trust these guys? I feel that as a guy who is (now 41) and normal looking in health, with normal bp and heart rates, they just chalk it up to anxiety.
Today I was walking from my office to the train. It's about .7 miles, and takes me about 15 mins. I was walking with a co worker and we were talking the whole time, and during the walk I feel weak, a little short of breath, weak, and spacey. I felt a little out of body, but mainly week and fatigued.
In the past few weeks there has been chest pressure. I knead at the chest and sternum area trying to massage muscles I can't seem to reach to. It feels like not enough blood is getting to my head as I feel spacey and slightly like you do when you hit the 30th floor in an elevator and pressure is changing.
I felt almost feint when I reached the train and took my seat. Over the next 30 mins I slowly felt better and better. Was it because I was sitting?
Here is why I think it's anxiety, and I will let you tell me if I am wrong:
1. Echo only 5 months ago was all clear
2. Cardiologist said I was "fiiiiine"
3. My wife thinks it's all in my head
4. I was able to jog on Sunday, but only a half mile.
5. My heart rate seems to be low even when I feel dizzy and weak (like 60s sitting, and 70s standing)
6. Aside from an aortic tear, my valve shouldn't be able to degrade in only a few months, right?
I have no real good explanation for the physical symptoms, but since the doc says I'm fine, who needs a third opinion anyway?
I have an urge to call the doc and run in and see him ... Again ... And demand the stress echo he said we would do in February right now. But should I squelch it?
The idea of valve replacement terrifies me. It really does, even though I've heard so many positive stories here. But there is one thing that scares me more than that: being lost to my children unexpectedly to negligence (on my part or on my doctors part).
Thanks!!