Emma
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Its the first time Clo has had a whole year between appointments and I am sh*****g myself to be perfectly honest. Am scared something new will have occured - one of the leaks worsened, sub-aortic stenosis occuring which I now know if a possibility for her, change in rhythms meaning pacemaker can also happen with her condition quite often ... with these bloomin heart conditions you just never know.
On the rational side on my mind, I'm saying its ok, shes better than ever, great colour, has tons of energy, never gets breathless etc etc but theres always that doubt - have been feeling sick about it for weeks and its almost here now so I'm even worse. Jason thinks I'm loopy to be worried but he's always had a different take on these things to me anyway.
Ah well, back to cleaning to take my mind off it, sorry to ramble
Emma
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