Yesterday morning I was sitting in the living room typing away on the computer when I heard an electronic beeping coming from (I thought) the kitchen. I called out to Nathan (who was in his game room at the time) and said "What was that noise?" He had not heard a noise and looked at me like I was crazy when I tried to replicate the noise ("do-do, do-do, do-do"). I forgot all about it, since it didn't happen again...
That is, until this morning. I was laying in bed next to Nathan when I heard the sound again (this time, obviously not coming from the kitchen). I said "There's that noise again! Do you hear it?" This time he did, but faintly. Suddenly it dawned on us both... The sound was coming from me! My defibrillator is set up to emit a sound if it has had to shock me in the night so that I know to call it in to my doctor. Now, my defibrillator has never gone off in the 18 months that I've had it. And quite frankly I never really expected it to (or at least hoped). But now, apparently, something has happened, even though I'm completely unaware as to what. I will say that I've been pretending for the last 5 days to not notice my heart jumping around in rhythm throughout the week. But I know I wouldn't have been able to ignore a shock! At least, not a "big" one. So I'm wondering what it is that set off the warning sound.
I've sent a reading to CareLink (a service that can read the electronic data saved in my defibrillator through the telephone lines), and called my EP office. I hope to hear back from the on call EP some time today. I don't know if I should call in for a sub tomorrow to make sure I get in to see the EP or if this is no big deal. Needless to say, I'm a bit freaked out.
More because I don't want to be dealing with this RIGHT NOW. I don't want it to delay our surrogacy cycle. Nathan says he doesn't think it will, but that's my biggest fear. Please pray that whatever happened will be a quick and easy fix and won't prevent me from starting lupron on Wednesday!
That is, until this morning. I was laying in bed next to Nathan when I heard the sound again (this time, obviously not coming from the kitchen). I said "There's that noise again! Do you hear it?" This time he did, but faintly. Suddenly it dawned on us both... The sound was coming from me! My defibrillator is set up to emit a sound if it has had to shock me in the night so that I know to call it in to my doctor. Now, my defibrillator has never gone off in the 18 months that I've had it. And quite frankly I never really expected it to (or at least hoped). But now, apparently, something has happened, even though I'm completely unaware as to what. I will say that I've been pretending for the last 5 days to not notice my heart jumping around in rhythm throughout the week. But I know I wouldn't have been able to ignore a shock! At least, not a "big" one. So I'm wondering what it is that set off the warning sound.
I've sent a reading to CareLink (a service that can read the electronic data saved in my defibrillator through the telephone lines), and called my EP office. I hope to hear back from the on call EP some time today. I don't know if I should call in for a sub tomorrow to make sure I get in to see the EP or if this is no big deal. Needless to say, I'm a bit freaked out.
More because I don't want to be dealing with this RIGHT NOW. I don't want it to delay our surrogacy cycle. Nathan says he doesn't think it will, but that's my biggest fear. Please pray that whatever happened will be a quick and easy fix and won't prevent me from starting lupron on Wednesday!