i had similar experience my heart could be seen thuming through my t`shirt and when i laid down in bed it felt like a sort of earth quake and i had to get up ,i could see my heart thumping in the mirror i had 24 hour holter and turned out to be pvc`s and of no significance according to my cardiolgist ,but i would get it checked out
just read your second post about it does get worse sleeping on left side thats reminded me, that is exactly what happened to me and now i always sleep on my right side
That was a great description!! For me, however, the pre-op PVC's were not as bad as the bout I had about 6 weeks post-op!! I honestly felt like a cartoon character with the big red heart bouncing out of my body!
Nupur. This stuff is scary. You have several hundred people here who will strongly agree with you how scary it can be!! You are trying to get used to it all. Please consider that part of it. Like anything, something new takes time to get used to. Did you learn to be a good driver of a car all in one day? Did you learn to be a good mother in a week? Did your first 5 meals come out perfectly? No. Not possible. There are many layers of knowledge that come from experience and practice. You are learning how to figure out what is an important physical feeling, and what is something you just need to learn to live with.
This is the approach I would like to see you take with yourself, and with your husband (who I'm sure is deeply troubled and supportive of your condition and feeling very helpless as to how to support you best....it is a difficult role). Take each new incident and learn about it. If your heart is driving you crazy, ask your cardiologist to find out why. If you have not determined that they are benign feelings with a holter monitor or other test, then you need to request one. Take a look at what you are eating. Perhaps something you are eating is setting things off. Spicy foods, chocolate, anything with caffeine.
I agree. It is the heart that sets off the panic!! Not the other way around. I don't think doctors accept this....have they ever had it??? Most have not!! So much like migraine headache sufferers, you need to figure out if anything is triggering these events and
learn to adjust your life and lifestyle so they don't happen.
So if you have to cancel social things because you are trying to learn about how to live with your "heart disease" there is no way people aren't going to understand. They will probably be so very supportive and understanding. Just let them (and yourself) know that this is a difficult waiting time (the worst! worse than the 9 months waiting for that first childbirth) and you will have ups and downs and be learning as you go through it.
Okay!!! End of lecture! Sorry if I came across too strong. Please accept this thing. It isn't going to go away. You need to learn to manage it. Being embarassed (though many of us so totally understand what you are saying there....we've been feeling those feelings, honestly) is not going to work! So this is a learning experience for you, too. A life learning thing. Perhaps what you learn here will benefit you and someone else later on. That's what I told myself.....and it already has, in a way. Made me so much more patient and complete thinking.
Be strong. Be good to yourself!!
Best wishes.
Marguerite