well this is probably the last time i will be able to make it on here before surgery. tomorrow i have to leave my house by 5 a.m. have to get bloodwork, chest xray and heart cath tomorrow. i know if i don't get admitted i probably won't be home until late as they told me to show up for my heart cath at 12. which means probably 8 at the earliest i'll be getting out of there i figure. just to turn around and be there for 10:30 on wednesday to get breathing and pulmonary and meet the surgeon. still don't know what time surgery is on thursday but i know i will be exhausted after the next couple of days. wish cleveland was just a little closer to me so i wouldn't have a two hour drive either way.i've managed to keep my composure and planted my garden yesterday which helped keep my mind of things but i think it is all going to hit tomorrow when i get there. other than that i am so ready to get this over. the wait has been horrendous and i am just glad that it is almost over. won't be able to get back on here probably until after i get home fom the hospital after the surgery and the hubby shows no interest so i won't be able to update how things went until i get home.