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Hi Deb, and welcome to what some of us have begun calling "The Waiting Room." I have similar condition to yours (aortic stenosis) and am about the same age ('nuff said about THAT). My diagnosis was a surprise when, at a physical for another purpose, a new doc asked "How long have you had that heart murmur?" One thing lead to another and I now know that I have moderate to severe AS that will require valve replacement, but we don't know when. Probably much the same state you're in.
The emotional process from here out is mostly governed by your personality type. A couple of us (ccrawford and myself) are admitted control frieks, and the unknowns of it all drove us nuts for the first month or so. The info and family on this site brought us up to speed quickly so we were able to overcome as much of the fear as possible. After about a month of intense learning and some rather rocky emotional times, I have been able to accept the fact that this will progress as it chooses to, and that the docs will help me to manage through it. I'm now doing my best to lead a normal life until time for surgery.
Read all you can find here, ask questions, ask more questions, vent, and most of all, stay healthy until it's time.
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