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I just wanted to thank you all for your prayers and encouraging words, God opened up the doors and i was able to go back to the Mayo clinic. I left on july 4th and just came back this week. I was able to see one of the top specialist in pediatric cardiology and he also took me on as a charity case, my insurance only pays 80% up there. Well I finally got two diagnosis, but first I want to give God the glory! He has been with me throughout my illness, when it seemed like nothing but stormy skies and rough seas was all around , He spoke peace and gave me love, I give him the glory for my life and I pray that others can seek him and get to know the love that he has for each and everyone of us. "He says that he will never leave us or forsakes us" This is who I stand on in times like this. God has just opened up doors and allowed me to be blessed. I now have free air trips to the Mayo clinic any time i need to see the doctor, a program called "Mercy wings" has accepted me and I wont ever have to worry about trying to raise money to get airline tickets, this is all done through private plane owners who donate their time to help the patients at the Mayo and this helps me not to have to worry about being able to get the best treatments.
Enough of that I just wanted to give God Glory before i gave my not so great news. I have finally gotten two diagnosis for my illnesses and it has taken over 10 specialists and many, many test. All this time my symptoms had started to become worse nothing new ever came about, but the edema and the fall in O2 stats came back pretty quick. It only took my doctor two days a 2 heart catherizations to finally get the diagnosis. I know some of you might be familiar with it and any information and encouragement is greatly appreciated and i know I have a very long and hard road before me. On Tues I was finally diagnosed with Restrictive Cardiomyopathy and Primary Pulmonary Hypertention. I'm not sure why it took so long for them to get here but I'm at stage three. They sent me back here to North Carolina to start treatments so that I would me more comfratable at home. friday I strated 4 new medication for my heart and fluid pills, they had to turn my pacemaker waaaayyyy!!!! down to 50bpm which has really been hard to get use to, also tomorrow I start some type of treatment through my port-a-cath I think it is weekly or I have to have some type of pump connected to me i think it is called epoprostenol and I have to learn how to use that. I see that doctor tomorrow along with the blood specialist because I have to start my blood and iron fusions back up. this has really been the hardest part for me knowing that these two diseases are not curable and that my heart is slowly dying. I feel like there is so much I still have not accomplished. i was really looking forward to completing my nursing but my cardiologists said that would put too much stress on my heart, and also i still have my prescious neices who I love so much, and can't even think about not being here for them. Has anyone ever had to face any circumstances like this?/ I could use all the encouragment and prayers right now as I struggle with trying to figure out where do I go from here. I know that Iam a fighter and I wont give up but this news has been really hard for me and i dont want to loose faith or trust in My loving savior. Hopefully talk with you all soon thank you and God bless Nicole
Enough of that I just wanted to give God Glory before i gave my not so great news. I have finally gotten two diagnosis for my illnesses and it has taken over 10 specialists and many, many test. All this time my symptoms had started to become worse nothing new ever came about, but the edema and the fall in O2 stats came back pretty quick. It only took my doctor two days a 2 heart catherizations to finally get the diagnosis. I know some of you might be familiar with it and any information and encouragement is greatly appreciated and i know I have a very long and hard road before me. On Tues I was finally diagnosed with Restrictive Cardiomyopathy and Primary Pulmonary Hypertention. I'm not sure why it took so long for them to get here but I'm at stage three. They sent me back here to North Carolina to start treatments so that I would me more comfratable at home. friday I strated 4 new medication for my heart and fluid pills, they had to turn my pacemaker waaaayyyy!!!! down to 50bpm which has really been hard to get use to, also tomorrow I start some type of treatment through my port-a-cath I think it is weekly or I have to have some type of pump connected to me i think it is called epoprostenol and I have to learn how to use that. I see that doctor tomorrow along with the blood specialist because I have to start my blood and iron fusions back up. this has really been the hardest part for me knowing that these two diseases are not curable and that my heart is slowly dying. I feel like there is so much I still have not accomplished. i was really looking forward to completing my nursing but my cardiologists said that would put too much stress on my heart, and also i still have my prescious neices who I love so much, and can't even think about not being here for them. Has anyone ever had to face any circumstances like this?/ I could use all the encouragment and prayers right now as I struggle with trying to figure out where do I go from here. I know that Iam a fighter and I wont give up but this news has been really hard for me and i dont want to loose faith or trust in My loving savior. Hopefully talk with you all soon thank you and God bless Nicole