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diegocentrico
Hi
Ok ?its my turn now , im leaving home on monday morning to the hospital ,but dont konw how long the pre-op will take . ( sorry nancy i was waiting to get the date and then reply your post )
my friends say anesthesia is a wonderful experience ?I don?t pretend to be that much strong but really no special fear of surgery and painful processes, instead , a little bit ! feeling sad . at this age and both valves, dissapointing .
This evening I was listening to music and crying loudly! . my future is totally foggy ?.it can be affected by this surgery in both good or bad way . till now it has been very good and I hope it continues ..my view to the world has been changed a lot. but , awful thoughts also coming to mind. please pray for me ..i really prefer death to being a person physically in need or a useless one in future .
Anyway , at the moment nothing to complain ?family , friends , teachers, my boss at work and etc all are supporting me ..
Im not prepared yet ?with a double energy im doing my works...today I cut my very long hair , the result of 3 year effort!
Ok , I guess you are bored . sorry my English is not ok .
i never forget your accompany
solmaz
Ok ?its my turn now , im leaving home on monday morning to the hospital ,but dont konw how long the pre-op will take . ( sorry nancy i was waiting to get the date and then reply your post )
my friends say anesthesia is a wonderful experience ?I don?t pretend to be that much strong but really no special fear of surgery and painful processes, instead , a little bit ! feeling sad . at this age and both valves, dissapointing .
This evening I was listening to music and crying loudly! . my future is totally foggy ?.it can be affected by this surgery in both good or bad way . till now it has been very good and I hope it continues ..my view to the world has been changed a lot. but , awful thoughts also coming to mind. please pray for me ..i really prefer death to being a person physically in need or a useless one in future .
Anyway , at the moment nothing to complain ?family , friends , teachers, my boss at work and etc all are supporting me ..
Im not prepared yet ?with a double energy im doing my works...today I cut my very long hair , the result of 3 year effort!
Ok , I guess you are bored . sorry my English is not ok .
i never forget your accompany
solmaz