Harrybaby666
Well-known member
Hi Guys,
I just wanted to post and let you all know that I haven't been on too much as I am really hitting the skids right now with my clinical depression....I think I have been on a downhill swoop since my grandmother's passing in March, and I just don't know how to get out of this mess. I am still not feeling right and I am going to see a Cardiomyopathy specialist in Boston just as soon as I can arrange it, but meanwhile, since I have moved back in with my brother, I have started to go through Vocational Rehabilitation to try and be able to go back to work as I am being pressured by my brother's VA coordinator, as they told me that "They don't give two bits about me, they are only concerned about my brother. I do ALL the house cleaning, shopping and cooking and laundry and such, but yet the VA DON'T CARE, and between my family and the VA, they don't realize that I don't feel good, only where is the money? I am really discouraged because my heart has really been acting up with bad palpitations, my heart rate had been at 113 and I have been having chest pains and pressure like crazy and was in the hospital overnight last month because of it and yet they don't want to do more thourough tests...and yet all people are concerned with is when I am going to start working and give them money, clean the house, cook and grocery shop...Kim C. suggested that I get tested for Microvascular Angina, and when I suggested it and then asked to be tested for it, the doctor said "NO WAY" and wouldn't give me a reason, thus prompting me to leave his practice. I know my problems are minor compared to alot of others, but I am just so tired of dealing with all the needless garbage going on. I am sorry for venting, but I wanted to let you all know that I am still here and I am just praying that things get better....Again, I am sorry for venting...Harrybaby
I just wanted to post and let you all know that I haven't been on too much as I am really hitting the skids right now with my clinical depression....I think I have been on a downhill swoop since my grandmother's passing in March, and I just don't know how to get out of this mess. I am still not feeling right and I am going to see a Cardiomyopathy specialist in Boston just as soon as I can arrange it, but meanwhile, since I have moved back in with my brother, I have started to go through Vocational Rehabilitation to try and be able to go back to work as I am being pressured by my brother's VA coordinator, as they told me that "They don't give two bits about me, they are only concerned about my brother. I do ALL the house cleaning, shopping and cooking and laundry and such, but yet the VA DON'T CARE, and between my family and the VA, they don't realize that I don't feel good, only where is the money? I am really discouraged because my heart has really been acting up with bad palpitations, my heart rate had been at 113 and I have been having chest pains and pressure like crazy and was in the hospital overnight last month because of it and yet they don't want to do more thourough tests...and yet all people are concerned with is when I am going to start working and give them money, clean the house, cook and grocery shop...Kim C. suggested that I get tested for Microvascular Angina, and when I suggested it and then asked to be tested for it, the doctor said "NO WAY" and wouldn't give me a reason, thus prompting me to leave his practice. I know my problems are minor compared to alot of others, but I am just so tired of dealing with all the needless garbage going on. I am sorry for venting, but I wanted to let you all know that I am still here and I am just praying that things get better....Again, I am sorry for venting...Harrybaby