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Harrybaby666

Harrybaby666

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Hi Guys,

I just wanted to post and let you all know that I haven't been on too much as I am really hitting the skids right now with my clinical depression....I think I have been on a downhill swoop since my grandmother's passing in March, and I just don't know how to get out of this mess. I am still not feeling right and I am going to see a Cardiomyopathy specialist in Boston just as soon as I can arrange it, but meanwhile, since I have moved back in with my brother, I have started to go through Vocational Rehabilitation to try and be able to go back to work as I am being pressured by my brother's VA coordinator, as they told me that "They don't give two bits about me, they are only concerned about my brother. I do ALL the house cleaning, shopping and cooking and laundry and such, but yet the VA DON'T CARE, and between my family and the VA, they don't realize that I don't feel good, only where is the money? I am really discouraged because my heart has really been acting up with bad palpitations, my heart rate had been at 113 and I have been having chest pains and pressure like crazy and was in the hospital overnight last month because of it and yet they don't want to do more thourough tests...and yet all people are concerned with is when I am going to start working and give them money, clean the house, cook and grocery shop...Kim C. suggested that I get tested for Microvascular Angina, and when I suggested it and then asked to be tested for it, the doctor said "NO WAY" and wouldn't give me a reason, thus prompting me to leave his practice. I know my problems are minor compared to alot of others, but I am just so tired of dealing with all the needless garbage going on. I am sorry for venting, but I wanted to let you all know that I am still here and I am just praying that things get better....Again, I am sorry for venting...Harrybaby:(
 
Uncle Harry,

Sorry to read you still having some issues. Hope they can fix you up soon so you can get better. Hang in there. Prayers and good thoughts are coming your way.

May God Bless,

Danny :)
 
Harry, I'm so sorry you are in such a spot. Are you being treated for the depression. If not, you should be. I realize that some may be "environmental" or "circumstance", but if you are clinically depressed and on medication, it's time to take a look at the meds. If you aren't on meds, it's time to look into some.

You need to take care of yourself 1st!!
 
I am on Meds Karlynn...

I am on Meds Karlynn...

It's horrible as far as mental health treatment goes here in NH Karlynn....the state gets a D- rating according to local studies....It's so bad, that the doctor that I see is not even a psychiatrist...the agency can't afford one...The meds I take help most of the time, but I just get to a point where I can't hold it in anymore. I am hoping that if I can get on my feet, I am going to find a way to take a trip somewhere just to have a change of scenery. Hopefully, this would give me back my spirit....Harrybaby
 
Oh, Sweetie...
So sorry to hear. In fact, reading your post made me think about the possibility that I'm also suffering from the big D (no wonder with what's been going on, too). Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and hoping you find some relief and comfort soon, OK?

Hugs,
Debi (debster913)
 
Hey Harry,
I am sorry to hear what you are going through. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
 
Sending you hugs and prayers, Harry. Just take baby steps and you will get to a place that will make everyone happy. Sometimes a new day will make things look better and I hope that has happened for you today.
 
I am so sorry to hear this Harry.
You've done the right thing by letting your friends know how you are feeling. I will add you to my prayers that things start to turn around for you quickly.
 
Sorry to hear you are going through a rough patch. Don't be sorry about venting. Vent away if it helps make you feel better. We are here to listen.

Wishing you all the best.....
 
Harry, I've been gone for a while and just now checking in. So sorry you are having a hard time with depression. I fight it too. Hugs & prayers are coming your way. I wish I was there in person to give you a big hug! !
 
Harry,

Very sorry about what you are experiencing right now ....


Thoughts/prayers coming your way....



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Harry -

Harry -

I most certainly agree with Karlynn about getting mental health support - I'm sorry that is so hard to do for you.

I hope you are doing better - I know witih me life is "up and down" all the time! You have to dig your heels in and be tough. Easier said than done.

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Christina L
 
Harry you've got to get out of that state. I'm afraid unless you do, your always going to have problems and it doesn't need to be that way. I know, easier said then done. Always is.
 
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