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Phoenix
This is my first time logging in. Not a place I ever wanted to find but really glad you are all here. I am 51 and have a St. Judes aortic that has been perfect since 1997. I had a bicuspid valve. About two weeks ago I had a sudden numbing on the left side of my face for about 10-15 mins. It would have been so easy to ignore it. Knowing it may have been a TIA I had a brain cat scan, and ultra sounds of my heart and carotid artery.A stroke had been ruled out but they did find a 4.4 aneurysm in the ascending aorta. Not too bad but worisome enough to do a further cat scan of my aorta. I did not hear back for three days and as my father who was a surgen said . "bad news travels fast". so I thought I was OK. Two days ago at 8 in the morning I was called by my doctor to inform me that according to the cat scan I had a fairly significant aneurysm of 5.1X5.3. You all know what I am talking about. Suddenly...life takes a sharp right turn. All things past and present will now be marked by that moment. Time..stops. As is my nature and how I got through the last surgery was by being proactive. And most importantly through sarcasm, humor, and old friends. The most valuable, potent medicines. I know. Well, A really cold beer does not hurt either. I feel lucky t that I am in good hands. My cardiologist is DR. Charles Blatt of the Lown group in Brookline Mass. I have an appointment with a DR. Ralph Bolman, cheif of surgery at Brigham and women who's specialty is aneurysms of the ascending aorta . He has published extensivly. and seems to be "the guy" I had my valve put in at the Brigham and had a very pleasant surgery. No discomfort, almost like a mini vacation . Great food, awesome after surgery dance parties with the Nurses. I am really looking forward to doing it all again.......
I feel like I have been hit in the face. My heart surgery was like a rebirth. You go through the fires of hell and SURVIVE!. I was Done. I had made it!!
This one has got me down. I know that after a few days I will rebound, I always do. and start getting all my ducks in a row for the pssibilty of shutting my life down again. And I will find strength in caring for all the people that will be caring for me. It is hard on the people around us. Some times I think it is even harder on them. I hope that in this forum I can offer some hope to the folks that are going through their first and hopefully last surgery. And get some help and advice from those of you who know so much more. Things have changed since my valve replacement. I have had a blast in the past 12 years. traveled all over the world. been from the Atacama desert in chile, Patagonia to the glaciers of green land. Way out there down the amazon with my bag of medicines and a roll of ducktape always with me in case I sprung a leak. calling in my INR levels over skype from the Andes mountians to my cardiologist. If you are worried about life on cumadin let me tell you that in my point of view it is a minor inconvenience compared to dying. You just have to adjust, always have a backup. I asked my cardioligist once to tell me how much asprin I should take if I am seperated from medications in another country way out with no pharmacy.Or what dose of commercial Rat poison ( cumadin)? The point is that all of this is worth it. Sorry, I have gone off a little. I want to wish all of you good luck strenth and long ,long lives . That being said. How ever good I think my doctors are or yours are .This is an imperfect world, Heart surgery is continually developing and everyone makes mistakes. So I intend to stay on top of everything that is about to happen to me. Does any one have any experiance with Dr Bolman, and or what your thoughts are on if they will move quickly on aneurysm of my size.
and Oh yea. My name is Paul. Some else already had it on this forum and I like the idea of being the pheonix rising from the ashes, but my name is Paul.
In Solidarity with you all.
I feel like I have been hit in the face. My heart surgery was like a rebirth. You go through the fires of hell and SURVIVE!. I was Done. I had made it!!
This one has got me down. I know that after a few days I will rebound, I always do. and start getting all my ducks in a row for the pssibilty of shutting my life down again. And I will find strength in caring for all the people that will be caring for me. It is hard on the people around us. Some times I think it is even harder on them. I hope that in this forum I can offer some hope to the folks that are going through their first and hopefully last surgery. And get some help and advice from those of you who know so much more. Things have changed since my valve replacement. I have had a blast in the past 12 years. traveled all over the world. been from the Atacama desert in chile, Patagonia to the glaciers of green land. Way out there down the amazon with my bag of medicines and a roll of ducktape always with me in case I sprung a leak. calling in my INR levels over skype from the Andes mountians to my cardiologist. If you are worried about life on cumadin let me tell you that in my point of view it is a minor inconvenience compared to dying. You just have to adjust, always have a backup. I asked my cardioligist once to tell me how much asprin I should take if I am seperated from medications in another country way out with no pharmacy.Or what dose of commercial Rat poison ( cumadin)? The point is that all of this is worth it. Sorry, I have gone off a little. I want to wish all of you good luck strenth and long ,long lives . That being said. How ever good I think my doctors are or yours are .This is an imperfect world, Heart surgery is continually developing and everyone makes mistakes. So I intend to stay on top of everything that is about to happen to me. Does any one have any experiance with Dr Bolman, and or what your thoughts are on if they will move quickly on aneurysm of my size.
and Oh yea. My name is Paul. Some else already had it on this forum and I like the idea of being the pheonix rising from the ashes, but my name is Paul.
In Solidarity with you all.