Freddie, you and Pamela are great secretaries.....please give her my best wishes.
Bina ,you hit the nail on the head Thanks so much Freddie.
The same stands as Freddie posted and i will be admitted Sunday
and am to call to confirm surgery date for mon or tues,the call i will make
is Friday at 2 pm to confirm then i will post the date.
Thanks Mary for posting Monday,cus i feel the same way as you.
I had tests galore done and lots of heart enlargement,and don't know
for sure what damage,more has resulted in all this waiting,had mega bloodwork done and my inr is great,climbing to correct height,so to speak.
my tummys no longer connect the dots its now a map from the injections
of lovenex and i am tired from all the run around yesterday,dealt with disliked
company here today,now they are gone (HURAAY) and life goes on.
The only cure is to restore my sence,that theres a good reason,i kinda fell
into my own depression and cry at the drop of a hat.I don't understand why it has to get so bad before better.Will i do but i dont want to if you get my drift.I see the strenght everyday here and,some have suffered loss of loved ones and wonder why this was put on their shoulders,they are the best of people,who least deserve this.But you know me i do believe that connects us to others through events.
If we are late ,miss a meeting ,but yet missed a car wreckthat took place.....
had we been there on time.
Nothings unplanned ,thanfully we don't know what the plan is now.
I can see the pathway that lead me where i'm at,but i haven't a clue about the path leading into mon or tues,let alone the future.
So we do the best we can,share happiness,dream,and trust whatever happens.
IT WILL WORK OUT!!
ill get through this just sometimes feels like your walking and there soo many
people and crowded and there dog doo you know and i'd be the only one to step in it out of all the people Laugh with me cus im better at it than crying(LOL)
as i said it will all work out,just waited too long.
Thanks for all your good wishes,i will be along later to read great others posts and concerns of others.(hugs everyone)
zipper2 (DEB)