seth
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I met with my surgeon on Monday and he finally admitted there's a problem with my valve. He knew I'd gotten a second opinion, maybe that helped move him off the blame the patient and act like this is a common occurrence approach. He spent 25-30 minutes with me and didn't try to down-play or brush off my condition like he had done in the past. He said the pounding against my chest is because the mechanical valve is closing too hard, like a door slamming shut shaking everything. He said several times that my condition is very unique, he doesn't have any patients with what I have. He admitted he doesn?t exactly know what to do about it.
He said the valve could be replaced but he would prefer not to risk another surgery because, 1. my heart seems otherwise healthy and functioning, 2. the point of using a mechanical valve was to hopefully avoid another OHS for the rest of my life. Also a second surgery requires working with scar tissue instead of the healthy tissue in the first surgery. I asked if I would have this problem if I'd had a tissue valve instead of the mechanical valve? he said clearly I would not. I asked if there's a way to fix the pounding problem with padding? he said no. He does not think introducing material to try to insulate the valve is a good idea and probably wouldn?t even work. He said while I'm a thin frame patient, my valve isn't too close to my sternum. He said I'm already on a good dose of the beta blocker Metoprolol so there isn't anything more to be done to reduce the pounding through medication.
While my problem is made worse because of problems with anxiety he said the condition would be enough to drive anyone crazy no matter who they are or how mellow they may be. This was refreshing because in all our previous meetings the message was basically "this kind of thing happens, it will get better, you'll get used to it, it's only a problem if you make it a problem, deal with it." Since it's been 8 1/2 months since the surgery, and there hasn't been any improvement, his hope that the formation of scar tissue would reduce the pounding has been shown to be false. Now he has to admit what I knew all along.
So, what to do? Ultimately he suggested hypnosis and yoga. That's right, a surgeon recommending hypnosis. He is going to look into hypnosis for me and I'm supposed to look into the yoga angle. If I don't have the valve replaced then what's left except a mind-over-matter approach? Probably nothing. There's no good answer or solution, it's very sad. At least now he is finally being honest and looking for some type of help instead of deflecting my situation. It's not much, but it's something. I'm less angry with him and more angry with St. Jude.
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http://www.valvereplacement.com/forums/showthread.php?t=28944
He said the valve could be replaced but he would prefer not to risk another surgery because, 1. my heart seems otherwise healthy and functioning, 2. the point of using a mechanical valve was to hopefully avoid another OHS for the rest of my life. Also a second surgery requires working with scar tissue instead of the healthy tissue in the first surgery. I asked if I would have this problem if I'd had a tissue valve instead of the mechanical valve? he said clearly I would not. I asked if there's a way to fix the pounding problem with padding? he said no. He does not think introducing material to try to insulate the valve is a good idea and probably wouldn?t even work. He said while I'm a thin frame patient, my valve isn't too close to my sternum. He said I'm already on a good dose of the beta blocker Metoprolol so there isn't anything more to be done to reduce the pounding through medication.
While my problem is made worse because of problems with anxiety he said the condition would be enough to drive anyone crazy no matter who they are or how mellow they may be. This was refreshing because in all our previous meetings the message was basically "this kind of thing happens, it will get better, you'll get used to it, it's only a problem if you make it a problem, deal with it." Since it's been 8 1/2 months since the surgery, and there hasn't been any improvement, his hope that the formation of scar tissue would reduce the pounding has been shown to be false. Now he has to admit what I knew all along.
So, what to do? Ultimately he suggested hypnosis and yoga. That's right, a surgeon recommending hypnosis. He is going to look into hypnosis for me and I'm supposed to look into the yoga angle. If I don't have the valve replaced then what's left except a mind-over-matter approach? Probably nothing. There's no good answer or solution, it's very sad. At least now he is finally being honest and looking for some type of help instead of deflecting my situation. It's not much, but it's something. I'm less angry with him and more angry with St. Jude.
My original post:
http://www.valvereplacement.com/forums/showthread.php?t=28944