Hello everyone.......I am soo overwhelmed with gratitude to see that you lovely people have wondered and cared about my well being. I honestly never thought for one second that anyone would notice my absence.
I have been and am still feeling very unwell. I went to the hospital around the time I spoke to you all....I dont even know when that was...Iv lost track of time completely. It feels like it could be 2 days ago, or 2 weeks ago!!!!!! At the hospital the doc said ''Its very unlikely its a clot causing my problems, or I would probably be dead by now'', so off I went home, again. Since then Iv been to my gp several times. Iv pretty much given up any hope of help from the medical system here, and I suppose the honest truth is I am now VERY DEPRESSED. Only thismorning I woke up very sob with chest pain, but there was no point going to the hospital.!!!!My gp gave me valium, so I have been getting through each day in a blur. Sleeping most of the time. I became unable to communicate. Its been an effort just to speak to my kids. I go out to buy groceries once a week, and dont see anyone else in between. I couldnt even come on here....I felt like a burden to you all....and thought when you would see my name come up you would think ''what now''.
I am soo sorry to have caused any concern to you, truly..And I cant tell you
how grateful I am to see that someone thought of me.
My son Thomas had his ct scan last Monday which showed the left side of his heart is enlarged. They said to continue with the beta blocker and not to do ANY activity whatsoever.
Best Wishes to everone, and from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU.