- Feb 3, 2020
Almost 9 months since January 7. Most days settling in. Other days still feel nervous like the waiting room, which makes me pause and laugh at myself. For example I saw the cardiologist a few days ago. He was all smiles and said, I think we should check again in 9 months. We don’t need to see you any sooner than that. After hearing check in 3 months or six months for the last 5 years the Good news caused a moment of anxiety. As I drove home from the appointment, I paused the drive and pulled the car over to laugh at myself.