Welcome to our wonderful community. I think you have found a great place to ease your troubled mind and heart. We are very experienced -- not doctors -- just people who have each gone through surgery or had someone we love more than anything go through it. We honestly understand. Try to believe us that the first few days (sometimes weeks) after surgery are rough, but so completely manageable!! Honestly. Having a baby is quite similar!! Except your husband will get to sleep through the worst part unlike us females!!! :wink2: Remember how you're pretty sore and tired just after the baby is born? Well, he will be like that too. He won't have much stamina. He'll get tired really easily and have to stay close to home for a few days (for some it's a few weeks; everyone is different). His heart won't actually hurt, but his sternum will. Like a broken bone. He won't be able to sleep very comfortably at first, and he can't stretch or twist his body much, or do any heavy lifting or pushing. But each day, he'll feel stronger and stronger and walk a little farther and before you know it, he'll want to drive the car before the surgeon says he can... or he'll want to mow the yard but can't. He'll feel like he can do most everything, but his sternum will still be healing and he'll have to wait. Are you catching my drift?? For many of us, the hardest part about recovery is often being patient to let your body mend properly.
Your husband's needs are being met by the surgeon. He really needs this surgery. Really. I mean, really. You cannot change this. You are having a baby. Your baby needs YOU. Really. I mean, really!! So you have to do the very difficult thing; you have to trust the surgeon. Trust. It's that thing that your daughter feels toward you. She knows you are there to take care of her. You have to relax your shoulders now, and trust the surgeon.
We can answer a bunch of questions for you here, so start asking them! No questions are too silly or out there. Ask away. We want to help you trust this situation so that you can let go of your worries and take care of YOU.
Okay?? Hang in there, sweetie!!! It's all gonna work out. It's gonna be hard, lots of work for awhile with a recovering husband and a new baby. But you'll do it because, well, that's what we do with and for the ones we love!!!
Best wishes.
Marguerite