I think I'm relapsing back into heart failure, I can't breathe laying down. I'm exhausted and can't wait for my August 11th surgery. Today was really tough, it hard to keep positive when you are over-tired. Sometimes I'm sick of being tough, I'm sick of being strong. It felt good today for me to have a crying spell. Sorry I'm just venting. Today I took extra lasix and limited my sodium and fluids and immbreathing a little better. I'm having slight chest pains too. But there's no point in going to the ER, there's nothing that they can do about it. I'm just sick of this and wish I could have my surgery tomorrow. Thanks for listening. Most people just don't understand how exhausting the waiting, worrying, and the chf symptoms.